Wednesday, March 30, 2011
As I was trying to bring the universe into focus, my minds eye was looking at the universe with cross hairs. Trying to find somewhere in this universe where I should be focusing my attention. I will save that thought for later. Anyway, a manly guy is a guy whose is able to experience masturbating and tries to use cross hairs to guide him along the way.
I guess what I am trying to say is that most heterosexual males in my opinion are preoccupied in the goal of ejaculating or trying to ejaculate somewhere in or on, a female. Their focus is not in focus with their penis. It's natural and perfectly healthy to be that way.
I think my genes have me set up to be a bit different. While I am a heterosexual male, my ultimate goal is to fully enjoy the ultimate shooting of my ejaculate. I don't have to have an ultimate goal of cumming in or on, a female.
I am one who sees the pure joy of imagining that I am ejaculating to all females. Yeah, that's what I think I am, a manly guy. It is so much fun.
Sunday, March 13, 2011
While I was preparing to sit myself down in front of my computer I looked at and touched my somewhat used catch towel as I unfolded it and placed it on my chair. I could see a couple of stains that had seeped from the inside surface of the fabric to the outside surface of the towel. It was by now, dry and crusty. It made me smile when I began to ponder in my mind what all that dry crust made me feel like when it was inside my body. Oh yeah, I can't leave out that I very much enjoyed the process of making it leave my body as well. Well, I guess I could go on and on about things that I experience, but my penis is sending me signals that I have a new addition of semen that needs to be applied to my catch towel. Ah, if crusty old catch towels could speak.