Saturday, April 27, 2013

In front of a mirror

Oh how I enjoy playing with myself while standing naked in front of a mirror. I am able to watch as I caress my throbbing manhood. The excess scrotum skin left over from my heavier days allows me to play with my penis while not actually touching my penis. I push my fingertips through two layers of scrotum skin before touching my penis. OK, I hope you get what I mean, but I am playing with myself while writing this and I think you understand.

The feeling is quite intense. I don't think I can wait much longer. I am an edger. I must not leave the ranks of edgers only to ejaculate within an hour of starting. I have to grab hold of my penis and push forward. I have been able to push through so many times before. Why should this time be any different?

Oh my, that felt good. I fought back this time. Slowing down helped.

Oh no, touching my penis directly.

Time to get down to business. Saturday evening goon, here I come.

Sunday, April 21, 2013

Stupid is as stupid does

I got a crazy idea today. I tried to use a hair trimmer to trim the hairs from my old elastic scrotum. I've never tried to trim my hairs down their before today.  It was a mess. Plenty of nicks that bleed all over the inside of my boxers. I am somewhat concerned that this stupid thing I did will effect my nightly edging party. Pain is not a turn on for me although I think in this case, I just might have to live with it. It's hard to stop when you know that you must masturbate. Masturbate too female curves. All the power in the universe.

Saturday, April 13, 2013

Saturday after walking at the mall looking at female curves

My mind is being hijacked again this evening. I am straight, but I find that my interests in looking at porn while masturbating is shifting. I can't explain it. I have never had a relation with a male in a sexual way. Since I don't have relations with either sex due to my shyness, I think I would have a greater chance hooking up with a guy than a girl, if I would ever try. Well, it's off to the races for me. My 4 hour plus jerk is about to take off and I need to prepare. It's great to have a penis to jerk off in honer of female curves.



Thursday, April 11, 2013

Silver Zentai Wank - XTube Porn Video - zentaijoe

Can't say that I ever saw anything like this before. Hey, it seems to work for him. More power to him.
Silver Zentai Wank - XTube Porn Video - zentaijoe

Monday, April 8, 2013

Happy

Life is great. Had a bit of rain today after many days without rain or snow. It's late afternoon and the sun is out now while I start my daily ritual of sitting on the front porch smoking a bowl. I am in the direct sunlight doing my newspaper puzzles and start to feel the warmth of the sunlight. I begin to exercise my joints enjoying the warmth and how good it feels to stretch out into a big yawn, arms raised up behind my head. As I massage my neck muscle's I enjoy a deep inner pleasure sensation. Running down from my tailbone come instructions to send a signal to my penis. I feel the burst of power start the journey to my penis. Reaching it's destination it dissipates leaving only the need to try and make my penis regain its intensity. The first indication of an impending erection has been received.

And so it goes.The daily routine is to deny my urges until I have finished my bowl and puzzles. I have to punish myself for the things I will do to myself later. I can't wait until I can remove all of my clothes and goon for hours on end. Like I said, life is great.