Thursday, December 25, 2008

Happy Holidays

I hope that you and yours enjoy a safe, joyful and happy holiday season. Have the belief that things will get better now that we are reaching the end of the Bush years and the damage that he has done. I have included a few of the cartoons that I found on Flicker. Please enjoy, I had a chuckle when I saw them.

Tuesday, December 23, 2008

Alyssa Milano

So many woman to lust over, so little time. I hi-lite/share some of the better known woman who I have found very interesting. They all seem to turn me on in some way and most of the time it results in my playing with my penis. I am so very lucky to have been born with a desire to see the beauty of the female form. Gosh, there does not seem to be any part of the female form that I don't find hot. As I search more sights within the Internet, I am finding myself lingering more and more on lesbian sites. I get hard just thinking that not only does one or more of the lesbians featured enjoy the female form as much as I do, but I also get the bonus of getting turned on by the very same girl who thinks like me. Oh my. Forgive me, I got distracted and went off subject. The purpose of this entry is to share a few black and white photos that I found on the Internet that show Alyssa Milano nude. I never saw much of her while she was growing up on TV sitcoms and only really started lusting after her when I saw her on the TV series where she played the part of a witch. I can't even remember the name of the series and I only started watching it when it was into it's 3rd or 4Th season. Nothing much else to add except that I had not seen these photos before and don't know why or when they were taken and shared with everyone. I am just happy that they were. She is a turn on in my book. Wow.

Saturday, December 20, 2008

Alice Through The Looking Glass

Please forgive my attempt at being cute with the title of this entry. I will get to Alice in a bit. Right now I will talk about the looking glass. The looking glass is my cute way of talking about my computer. As I mentioned before, I have only had a computer for a few years. I needed to get a computer at the time because I had been unexpectedly let go from my job and I needed access to the Internet to apply for jobless benefits as well as apply for a new job. I found that going down to the local library or the local state employment help office each time I wanted to get on the Internet was inconvenient and sometimes involved waiting for an available computer. I ended up buying a refurbished computer from Dell Computer that was just like buying new. I would not have a problem buying a refurbished computer from them again. You get a computer that is as new but for a lot less money.

While my attempts to find a new job had it pluses and minuses there was one very positive outcome to buying a computer. My computer came with free AOL access to the Internet for one year. I soon discovered the amazing amount of adult material that could be accessed for free just by logging on and using search engines. After my months trying to find a new job and looking at adult websites, I found that I was spending more time looking at adult material then looking for work.

My masturbation experiences have broadened with the access to the Internet. It seems strange to say this but I am happy that I was let go years ago because when that door closed, another opened. My enjoyment with masturbation has truly been enhanced since I discovered the Internet and what is available. Before, I would go down the the adult book/video store late at night and purchase VHS porn tapes and adult magazines. I would go late at night because I did not want to be seen going into a shop like that. I ended up with dozens and dozens of tapes and magazines over the years. The store is no longer open. It went out of business due no doubt by my finding the Internet.

Sadly for me anyway, there is just so much available that I will never be able to use it all to get my penis hard. One thing that I have discovered is that I tend to find favorites. Certain sites that I enjoy I often go back to again and again. I find some models/actors that really get me hard and make me want to stroke my penis until it is raw. I have discovered 'Boy Butter' that takes care of the problem of stroking my dick until it is raw. 

One model that I found years ago and has been a favorite of mine all these years goes by the name of Alice. She is the girl on the left in the picture included in the December 3, 2008 entry standing in front of the waterfall. A blogger (Tully Mars) who has a fine blog of his own asked about her recently. She was found on various web sites by the photographer G. Galitsin from Russia. I think he liked her as well because he shot photos of her a lot. I cannot say that she is stunningly beautiful because I don't believe she is. There is something about her that places her very close to if not the top of my list though. She does not have features that are unique but still she captures my attention as well as my hard penis. Take her face for example. I can find women on the Internet who have a prettier face. Take her breasts. You can find bigger, smaller or better shaped breasts on many different models. You can say the same about her skin, her hips, her legs, toes, hair, vagina, ass. My point is that I don't think that she is the best in any one thing that I use to turn me on. But, taken as a whole female (as much as one can see from photographs anyway), she has got it. She is my wow girl. I cannot get enough of her. Sadly, the photographer Galitsin has been thrown in jail in Russia and I don't know if I will ever see new photos of Alice. He was able to capture her in a way that I so much enjoy masturbating to. I have included with this post a few of the photos that I downloaded and saved over the years. I would like to encourage you to search Alice out as well for the enjoyment that she can bring to your genitals, be that male or female. The best way I can think of to try and find her is to type Galitsin on a search engine and click on the many links that come up.

Thanks Tully Mars for giving me a reason to share my history with Alice. Oh, and Alice, I will be with you shortly. Gosh it's lucky to have a penis to stroke and isn't that the reason why it's their anyway.

Friday, December 19, 2008

The joys of walking in the mall

I have never really liked the cold winters that I experience up here in Michigan. The one thing that I do look forward to when it gets cold outside is moving my daily walking routine indoors away from the cold and the snow covered sidewalks. To do that, I go to the mall. While you can count on one hand the number of times I go to the mall during the year to buy something, when it comes to walking in the morning before the stores open, I am there almost every day during the winter. You see, being obese, lazy and not in the best of health, I really need to get out and walk as often as I can. I like to believe that I get out to the mall for the healthy benefits of walking, but the dirty old man in me knows that one of the prime reasons I go to the mall is to lurk at all of the pretty salesgirls that come in before the stores open too restock and redo the window displays. I walk at one of the upscale malls in the area and there are many different woman's clothing stores selling all kinds of woman's clothing. You have stores that sell designer gowns and then you have stores that sell blue jeans. The one thing that I find at this mall is that most of the salesgirls are young, fit and know how to dress to impress.

These salesgirls are fashions statements for the clothing industry. They must get a discount on the clothes that they wear because they are always wearing something new and I cannot believe that selling clothes for a living pays well for the vast majority of them. For example, today there was this one salesgirl who was waiting for the manager to show up to unlock the store where she worked. This girl was hot like most of them at the mall. As I approached her I noticed that she was wearing fancy high heeled boots. They looked fairly new to me based on the fact that I did not see any salt stain residue on the leather. We use lots of salt in this area in the winter to melt the snow. Now I cannot believe these boots were ever designed for bad weather. Pointy toes and high heels with a very (and I mean very) narrow heel. If this girl had to walk in the snow in these boots, she would end up on her butt I have to believe. The purpose of the boots were to accent the female form and in this case to my eyes it worked. I would have loved to see her walking in the snow wearing these boots. I can just imagine how her figure would be shown off while taking small steps trying to keep her balance. Oh boy, it's fun thinking about it.

I often am walking past a storefront when the female sales staff are outside looking at the window displays and planing changes that they are going to make. It is a treat for me to drool over these females in there form fitting clothes while I walk by. A extra special treat is when they are changing the window displays and are up on ladders streching their bodies to reach up over there heads while hanging something. The curves of their bodies are being put on display for me. Sometimes I get lucky and catch a peak of something they are showing that they did not intend to be showing (at least I think they did not intend to). Nothing major mind you, but just enough for a shy, fat, lazy dirty old man to get turned on by. 

I get my kicks this way because in my real life I would never come in contact with these beauties. This is my way of adding fuel to the fire. It is fun and it is harmless. One day while I was walking by one of the storefronts, the female in charge was unlocking the door. Many of the doors in this mall are glass doors and the locks are down at the bottom of the door,  just above the floor. Well this pretty and petite manager bent down in a catchers stance so she could unlock the door. Well as luck would have it, this caused her knit top to ride up in the back and her knit tight slacks to pull down in the back exposing her backside and of course, the g-string panties that she was wearing as well. Lucky me! Be still my heart nothing, be still my penis.

There are several mall walkers that really put on a show themselves while walking. There is this one girl in her late forties who always gets my attention. She weights about 130 to 140 lbs, is about 5' 7" and has what I think is a good body. She is not too thin and she is not to fat. She knows how to show off what she has. She has a nice hourglass shape and when she walks it is like a well oiled machine. All the parts are moving just so.  I have to believe that she knows that she is a tease for us old farts. She is always turning around to see if we are watching her as she walks away. We always are.

I guy like me takes his turn-ons where he finds it and if that happens to be at the mall while walking for exercise, I will take it, save it in my memory and use it later while masturbating. I don't bother anyone, I don't molest children, I don't stalk woman, I just seek enjoyment in life. I don't understand why I find it hard to accept that masturbation is not bad. I am not harming anyone, I am having fun doing it and in this day and age it is SAFE SEX in it's purest sense. I am a dirty old man having the time of his life. 

Wednesday, December 3, 2008

By Design

After my morning mall walk today I returned home and was going to go to bed and try to make up some of the deep sleep that I missed last night because I got into a prolonged edging session. Because a good Steely Dan song came on the radio I decided to plant myself on my bed so that I could really enjoy the HD radio signal that I receive with my bedroom stereo. HD radio has had some problems in my town but I think the engineers are getting the bugs out and it is better than an analog signal (my opinion, anyway).

Well, as I was getting into the sounds I reached down and placed my hand inside my boxers and grabbed hold of my limp penis and gave it a few strokes and then started playing with my scrotum to increase the sensation of enjoyment that this always brings. I had not showered since last nights edging session or since returning from mall walking. The combination of the two meant that my penis was moist near the tip. That can be good or bad to my way of thinking. Its good when you need a little lubrication at the start of stroking. I would think that it would be bad if I were to be sharing this experience with a woman (like that would ever happen) because it can't be considered clean and then there is that smell of sex that lingers after coming.  I do about 95% of my masturbation sessions while at the computer in my home office so that is where my lubrication creme (Boy Butter) is kept.  So having a moist penis in the bedroom when I begin to masturbate works for me. 

It did not take long before my penis began to grow longer and become stiffer. I was feeling good, let me tell you. Add the music playing in the background and trying to get into the beat I soon was clenching my buttocks tight while thrusting my genitals upward. This is my attempt to mimic what I would feel if I were to be inserting my penis in a woman who was on top of me.

I enjoy the heck out of the way I feel while doing this because it brings the whole experience of what it is to truly enjoy having a penis. I get to use my penis as an extension of myself. All of my senses are now being concentrated in thrusting. The end purpose of course is to ejaculate, to spread my seed. My backbone starts to get into the process by delivering more powerful thrusts. The backbone also transfers the signals from the many nerve endings that are popping from my genitals back up to my brain. The sensations of my penis feeds the nerves that travel to the backbone and then to the brain. The brain processes the input from the penis and sends signals back to my genitals that I need to thrust harder and faster. My brain is going into overdrive. Oh my goodness, it is such a natural high. 

Guys get to experience this natural high. Girls just can't do it. They get to experience another type of natural high. Guys know what our great feeling is. It is so much fun. We know that it is like the saying 'flying towards the sun'. We can't help ourselves. We are like moths flying around a porch light at night in July. We push to arrive at that point where it is just to much fun to continue and our body tells us that we need to push the safety button. Yes, here it comes, I can not hold back any more, oh spurt, than spurt again over and over until I have nothing left to give.

I know that from watching web sites like 'I Feel Myself" that woman have the ability to enjoy wonderful orgasms, but it is just not the same as having an ejaculation. That's just the way it is. Life is not fair. I am afraid that I am not being fair to myself right now by putting my thoughts down in this blog when I should be pushing myself to the edge of no return. With that, I am off to get off.

PS I added the three photos at the top of this posting to indicate a few of the images that I have recently ran across while surfing the web. It is truly a joy to be able to view the female body and to experience how that enjoyment translates into a rock hard penis.  Oh, one last insight. The girl on the left in the waterfall picture has been a favorite of mine for a long time. She has provided me with many a enjoyable edging sessions, (like todays).

Saturday, November 29, 2008

Rod Stewart

I sleep with the radio on (HD radio signal) and I woke up tonight and Rod Stewart was singing a song. I have listened to Rod Stewart for a long time and enjoy listening to him. I have not followed his career as a fan, but I do know that he does have a reputation as one who has an eye on the ladies. The gossip mills are always showing him with beauties by his side. He seems to do very well at making women want to go to bed with him. Gosh, I wish I had a talent like that.

So, here I am laying in bed thinking about Rod Stewart and all of his conquests and then I start to think about how I compare. What a joke. I have never experienced a close relationship with a female and I am 57 years old. Then I start to think about why I am unable to make a connection. I have only attempted to have sexual intercourse two times in my life and both times I was met with failure. I have never had a problem getting it 'up', my problem has always been getting it 'in'. Now, don't misunderstand. It's not that my penis is too small (I believe that I am just about average, maybe a little smaller). You see, my problem is that I am obese. 

My belly is so huge that I always found myself pulling my belt tighter and tighter because my pants did not want to stay up. Back in high school, you could not see my belt buckle because my belly rolled over the top of the belt and covered the belt buckle. The pants did stay up but my belly looked like it was a bay window extending out past the foundation of a home. This was my standard procedure to keep my pants up until I was about 45 years old. Then I started getting even fatter still. Now when I dress my belt is about level with my belly button and my massive belly is tucked in below my belt. This solves the problem of my pants wanting to fall down as well as covering the bay window effect. The massive belly is still there, it is now just under wraps. 
Anyway, getting back to my two failures at sexual intercourse. Each time I attempted sexual intercourse (I paid for it one time and one time, guess what, I got lucky), my belly prevented me from inserting my penis into the female that I was with. I still laugh to myself when I think about the first time that I attempted to have sexual intercourse.  I paid a street walker for sex and could not get it in. We got a motel room and I paid her for sexual intercourse. The girl was more than willing to try and make it happen. She was a in her early 20's and I was not much older. Thinking back I believe that she was new at being a prostitute. When I was unable to insert my penis in her on the bed, she stood up and used a chair and some pillows to get her body in a position that would minimize the blockage that my belly caused. She went at it like an engineer, she tried to align her genitals so that my erect penis could penetrate her. Sadly for me, it did not work. The second failed attempt happened when I was drunk and picked up a girl at a bar and she was also drunk. She was a little on the heavy side herself and the combination of her belly and my belly meant failure was guaranteed. I took her to a motel and got a room. When I could not get my penis in I ended up eating her out and she gave me a blow job. She passed out sitting up between my legs with her back leaning up against my belly and that is the way we slept until morning. Truly funny if you think about it. 

Now in retrospect, I believe that my two failed experiences at having sexual intercourse are a part of why to this day, I do not seek out women like a normal man should and have come to rely on masturbation to satisfy my sexual urges. Sad, yes? I must say that I enjoy the heck out of masturbation and cannot see myself as ever giving it up. I would like to dream that one day I would be able to lose a ton of weight and have sexual intercourse with a women and then I could use my imagination to develop thoughts about my experiences having sexual intercourse and apply those thoughts to a successful masturbation session. Oh boy, just thinking about thinking about having sexual intercourse is starting to make me want to play with myself. After I post this update, I believe I am in store for one good ejaculation after a couple of hours of playing with myself. Lucky me.

Thursday, November 13, 2008

Before Computer Age

My masturbation life was totally different before I got my first computer a little over five years ago. I guess thinking back, my masturbating has gone through many different phases over the 45+ years that I have enjoyed my desire to sexually stimulate my mind and then my penis. I don't remember much about the early years except when I did masturbate, it was always in the bathroom while sitting on the toilet at home. I have always had a quick trigger and I think that I got into the habit of ejaculating very fast because my family of six only had one bathroom and I could not tie it up for a long time. I remember that in later years I started to branch out a little.  I would use Kleenex or toilet paper to masturbate into while on my bed in the bedroom that I shared with my brother. He was never in the room at the time and I don't recall ever getting caught. I never did think about using a sock that many years later I found out was a ready made ejaculation catch devise. I now chuckle when I think about all of the mothers who have young boys and if they ever make a connection with finding dirty socks that are dried stiff while emptying the clothes hamper on wash day. (I am so masturbation obsessed that even that thought makes my penis get stiff). Oh yes, I am sure that they know that the young boys living under there roof will be boys and play with their penis. Now that I think back on my upbringing, I am sure that my mother must have known that I masturbated. I would spend a lot of time in the bathroom and I never experienced 'wet dreams' that would soil my bed sheets. She must have noticed that, but she never mentioned it. That was just about the extent of my masturbation experience until I left home and moved out in my 20's. I don't recall ever masturbating outdoors or in the car while parked or driving about. I never experienced masturbating with anyone else or even talking about it. I can't remember masturbating at school but I do remember seeing my first naked pictures while in junior high school. The boys locker room was abuzz one day after gym when some pictures of naked women were passed around. Everybody, I mean everybody went crazy trying to see the pictures. I can't remember who brought them, but I do know that I got to keep one and of course I had to share it when someone else wanted to look at it. I think that I would take it home with me, masturbate while looking at it and bring it back to school the next day in case someone else wanted to look at it. I did not let them take it home, they could only look at it at school. I am sure that you will get a chuckle out of this (I know that I still do). The picture was of a women who was nude and posed sitting on her legs. There was no visible pubic hair (this was in the 60's by the way), of course no genitals and her nipples were airbrushed out of the picture. I did not know that her nipples had been air brushed out. I had never seen a naked women. The only women that I was masturbating to were in the big Montgomery Wards, J. C. Penney's or Sears Roebuck catalogs woman's underwear sections. Girls with nipples, amazing. Well, I think I have gone to far. Thinking of girls with nipples has set my mind to 'load'. My need to ejaculate is taking over my need to share my experiences. So I will be off to the wonderful world of edging while thanking the creator for giving me a penis that gives back so much pleasure. I feel sorry for the females in the world and what it is they they will never experience, that uncontrollable release that makes you melt like putty. I am also including a couple of photographs that I have found on other days while searching the Internet that I think you might enjoy, I know that I do.

Thursday, November 6, 2008

Lisa Marie Eilbacher

Last evening I was channel surfing on the television checking out what my new roof top antenna would pick up. Before this, my television reception was limited to what I could receive with an indoor Terk brand antenna or rabbit ears. While the Terk antenna was OK, with the new HD signal I was now getting, I was experiencing some bit of signal degradation. Anyway while flipping through the channels I came across one of the secondary HD channels that broadcasts 'retro' television shows. The broadcaster has three signals, one the ABC channel, one the Retro channel and one has the weather. Sometimes I will watch the shows on the retro channel just to see what I missed when the shows were originally broadcast. I started watching an episode of a show called 'Simon and Simon' from the 1980's. I never watched this show when it was in prime time, but every once in a while I would tune it in when it made the rounds in early syndication. The episode that I watched last night had a female actress who I thought was HOT. I mean she wore some outfits that really made her stand out. She was so hot that this morning I decided to try and figure out who she was because the credits at the end of the show did not list the leading characters. First off I had to remember the name of the show. I forgot that the series was called 'Simon and Simon'. This is one of my many problems. I don't think real well and my memory is terrible. I knew one of the Simon's was married in real life to one of the ladies from the old show 'Designing Women'. Once I checked out that show on the Internet, I was able to get the name of the Simon that had married one of the stars of 'Designing Women'. Searching the Internet about that actor, I discovered the name of the series that I had watched last night (Simon and Simon). I found several web sites about the series and one had a recap of each episode. I knew this actress played a character named Stacey and I found out that the name of the episode was called 'Earth to Stacey'. It was then that I discovered that the actresses name was Lisa Marie Eilbacher. Surprisingly, she has been in several different things that I have seen over the years. The web sites say that she tried out for the role of Princess Leia in the Star Wars movies but lost out to Carrie Fisher. Oh boy, just thinking about Carrie Fisher and her costume in Star Wars is a turn-on. Remember how her breasts were......, oh well, thats is another story for another day. This is about Lisa Marie Eilbacher and the effect that she has had on me. She never did catch my eye before like she did last night. She was in 'An Officer and a Gentlemen' and I can't remember her. I have downloaded a few of the better photos of her that I found while searching the Internet for Lisa Marie Eilbacher. Sadly, none of the photos make her out to be as hot to my eyes as she was on the Simon and Simon show, but I am including them for you to look at anyway. She still does look pretty cool, don't you think? Anyway, this girl has one smoking body and she was sexy, sexy sexy on the Simon and Simon show I watched. Her hair and makeup were perfect. She has a killer shape to her body and it got my - loins a stirring - . I am planning to use her image as my starting off point for a rare daytime edging session. Who knows, I may just be able to find some cheesecake pictures of her while surfing the Internet. Maybe even some naked shots. It seems that just about any actress in Hollywood has nude pictures taken early in there careers that are discovered years later. One can only hope that my search will be fruitful.  

Monday, November 3, 2008

Losing internet service, bummer

I have been experiencing some technical difficulties with my telephone line lately and since I use it for my link to the Internet, I have been unable to find the material that I enjoy so much. I am one of the many addicted to Internet porn and it feeds my needs because I am a chronic masturbater. During the time that I have had to do without my visual inspiration, I have been getting more sleep (which really is not so bad because I do need more than I am now getting). When I do turn in, I always listen to the radio (classic rock) and because I am not masturbating, I often have trouble falling asleep. My mind wanders while trying to drift off to sleep, but soon it zeros in on getting my penis hard by thinking about sexy things.  While listening to the radio station I have discovered  a bunch of songs that are being played have a underling theme and that is about sex. Oh yes, I always knew that was the case with lots of songs, but I never really listened to the lyrics before in a way that would turn me on. It's incredible the number of songs from my youth that I listened to that I never really got into. A bunch of the songs are about oral sex and that makes my penis get hard. I often chuckle to myself when I think back to my youth living at home while in high school. My younger sisters were in junior high school and the oldest had a Lead Zeppelin album. The group was very big back then and my sister would play the album over and over. One of the songs on the album was the Lemon Song. I knew than what it was about, but I do not think my sisters or my parents did. I never had the nerve to ask my sister if she did know. I should now, but I still don't have the nerve. I think that I will check out the lyrics of songs better in the future. Who knows, it just might provide the juice to my brain to get the juices running in my penis and that can't be a bad thing to happen to me.

Monday, October 27, 2008

Darn digital recorder and the bumps that it records

Tonight I planned on watching some TV and going to bed at a reasonable hour. That way I could get up and do my walking for exercise (God knows I need more of that). I like to do that in darkness simply because I don't want to be seen walking in the neighborhood during the day. I am shy and ashamed because I am obese. Anyway, I got off track. Here I am watching what I recorded (almost everything I watch on TV is recorded for viewing later). I watched two or three different segments that I recorded and then started to watch the shows that I recorded last Monday night on CBS. I enjoy the comedies that they broadcast. When The Big Bang Theory came on and the character named Penny was on screen I could see two bumps on her tight fitting top. Those bumps were right where you would think her nipples were. Now I know that she was wearing a bra, but as I have noticed before, often you can see bumps on women when they are wearing bras. As I have said before, I am straight and girls, females, young ladies, older ladies, lesbians and just about all things women turns me on.  Well, those two little bumps sent my goofy mind to thinking that I needed a good wank before I turned in. My problem is that I love to edge before I close my eyes, shake,  shudder and cum and that takes time. It is just not fair that females have this power over men that cause them to do things that they really should not be doing. But, it is fun just the same. It must be hard being a young boy today entering puberty and being exposed to all the things that start sending blood rushing to their genital area. When I was growing up, I would sneak into my older brothers stash of Playboys and masturbate to the pictures of naked women, turning pages over and over again finding just the right ones that would cause me to cum. Back in my day, pubic hair was airbrushed out. I remember that I often would masturbate to the models wearing bras and panties in the big old Sears catalogs that were around the house. I wonder if my parents knew why I was spending so much time in the bathroom, because that is where I would do all of my masturbating while sitting on the toilet. I could shoot my load into the toilet and that would make the cleanup easier. To this day I always use a catch towel to make the cleanup easier and faster. I think I need to work on allowing myself to make a bigger mess. I guess, kids today find it crazy that guys would use the Sears catalog. They have access to the Internet. With the amount of sexual stimulation that is available today, the next generation of masturbators will be ready for the big leagues as soon as they graduate. Well, I think it is time for me to start to surf the net and find the next group of images of wonderful women that will help me get my rocks off. 57 years old and still masturbating. 

Wednesday, October 22, 2008

Some funny, some just enjoyable

I just finished a marathon session that lasted far longer than I expected or needed considering what my schedule is. Oh well, I had to service my addiction and it was worth it. Anyway, I thought that I would share a few of the downloads that I have taken from various sites on the Internet that caught my fancy. Some are fun and I think that you will enjoy. 

Thursday, October 16, 2008

Can you blame me

I don't know about you, but the sight of this young lady is enough to get me aroused. I do so much enjoy being aroused. When I become aroused I feel that it is necessary to honor my minds request that I do something about it. Being a loner, I cannot tap the shoulder of a girl friend and ask for some assistance. It has been over 20 years since I have paid for it and I am afraid to do that anymore because of all of the reports of 'johns' being arrested. Recently, the husband of one of our state senators was arrested and it did not play out well for him in the news media. They also can impound your car if you get caught.  That only leaves me, myself and I to deal with it, like I have for over 40 years. It really not a bad way to deal with life's needs. I know what I like and can deal with it in a way that I find interesting and in the end satisfying.  I have recently been checking out several blogs of lesbians and I find them fascinating. Some of these girls are so much more bold and willing to share what turns them on. I can tell you that I often can relate to what they must be thinking when they get down and dirty with a hot, sexy shapely female. Oh my goodness, I just cannot wait any longer to begin tonight's journey.

Sunday, October 12, 2008

Anne Heche

Anne Heche has one fantastic body. I was watching the TV (channel surfing, really) and came across the movie 'Six Days, Seven Nights'. I have never seen the movie and started watching it. I confess that I only watched about the first 25 minutes of it before I decided that I needed to get off. You see, I have a little crush on Anne Heche. Not much, but enough that I get a hard on every time that I see her. I have not followed her career so I am ignorant of what her body of work consists of.  The only thing that I do know is that she goes both ways and has a hot, hot, hot body. The dresses and gowns that she wears always shows off her great curves. I see her in celebrity pictures and I just say to myself, wow, she is put together well. I don't think that she is incredibly pretty, but I do think that she knows how to make what God gave her, look very good. Anyway, after surfing the web after leaving the movie, I found a few pictures that I downloaded from various sites. I think that they are more than enough to get me going today on my quest to blow my load all over my catch towel. Wish me luck on having a good one today.

Wednesday, October 8, 2008

A gusher tonight

Tonight was like a lot of other nights that I get on the Internet to seek out stroking material. I intended to have a short session of about 2 hours, but I just can't seem to want to quit because edging feels just to good. 5 hours into my session was just about enough for me tonight. I experienced a strong ejaculation with about 6 bursts of semen. I am getting better at controlling where my ejaculation goes when I have these powerful bursts. One time several months ago I lost control and a spurt flew on my keyboard. I don't understand why, but I just do not like causing a mess and being out of control of where I leave my deposit. As long as I have been masturbating, I have always tried to control where my ejaculate goes. I have a sense that it is dirty to make a mess. I kind of wish that I could just learn to let it fly. Until I reach that stage, my trusty 'catch' towel is set up to collect my ejaculation. 

I remember one time several years ago I tried to see how far I could shoot my ejaculation. I soon discovered that the trick to that was applying a tight grip on the penis shaft while ejaculating and not masturbating for several days prior to the attempt. I don't recall now how far I did shoot up in the air, but I did it while laying down and the semen ended up all over my fat belly. I have never tasted my ejaculate and sometimes I think I will practice shooting for distance again and try and reach my face when I cum. Again, making a mess keeps me from trying.

I don't normally begin stroking again after such a long edging session, but I think that all of my discussing of stroking has inspired me to begin again. I know that enough time has passed and my penis will respond to my masturbating so I will say goodnight for now. 

Wednesday, October 1, 2008

How can a guy not get an erection when seeing this

I found a couple of shots from a bloggers site. I want to give the site the proper credit, but being new at this,I am only able to leave the name that I saw. If it is right or not, I really can't say. Anyway, when I saw these photographs I thought to myself that being a guy, I would be helpless to keep from getting turned on if I was to see this in person. Heck, I saw the pictures and got turned on. Females may be the weaker sex, but evolution has given females an education on how to control the males of the species and boy oh boy, it works.