Friday, January 28, 2011

I Don't Know

I don't know why out of the blue I started tightening and loosening the muscles in my groin region. I don't know why, but I don't care. It's been a long time since I have had some good old fashioned 'me time'. Yea, recently I have been enjoying some staged and scheduled 'me time' and not any spontaneous time just for me. It's not bad, not bad at all. It's just that when it is spontaneous, it can at times be so much more.

I experienced a false start just the other night with a similar sensation down in my groin area shortly after I had retired for the evening. Oh ya, I had some nice feelings all without one itty bitty touch by my hand to my penis. I could not get my penis to start to grow. Of course I really did not try hard because I did need the sleep. So when it came time to rub my scrotum caped penis between my legs, I passed.

Funny, but that was fine. I would clench my root muscles and relax my root muscles to stimulate the nerves in my penis. I mean I was able to enjoy the weak signals that my penis nerves were sending to my brain, all the while remaining soft.

Never touched it, never rubbed it, never began to grow, but pleasure was received just the same.

I am going to try tonight, too just go and see where it takes me. The Internet is a great asset for obese hermits like me. Oh ya, the clenching and relaxing has begun. I feel the need to extend a hand in my effort to start this journey getting in touch with my penis. A few pretty faces with wonderful hair and eyes to match will be a welcome sight just a bit later. Can't forget the breasts, the waists, the stomachs , the hips and the legs. Oh yea, fun, fun, fun.

I will enjoy it all and then I will be happy to enjoy all of the closeups of the female genital area. I really like to imagine what it would be like to give pleasure to a female in that area. I mean really, can it get much better. That statement applies to me and maybe other obese guys like me who have bellies so large and penises so relatively small (compared to the belly). Guys who cannot have intercourse with a female. Guys who would like to take females over the edge without using their penises.

After doing a bit of searching on the Internet and finding what interests me, I will expel my seed, in honour of the females of the world. Thank you each and every one. This ejaculation is for you.

Wednesday, January 12, 2011

Really, this is not an endorsement

I just got done watching the first disc of the second season of 'Weeds'. Boy, did I enjoy it. The scene where the young boy is being educated on how to thoroughly enjoy what nature has given him between his legs. It is so darn funny, it had me leaning forward in my chair, throwing my arms up and laughing out loud. My body was in the mood to turn me on and I was feeling it. Needless to say, I pulled up the drawstring waist on my shorts with my right thumb which also caught the waist of my boxers. That allowed my left hand to reach down and grab a hold of my testicles and then give a few tugs on my now erect penis. It felt good.

What really got me going was a scene from another episode where a women (a joy to behold), straps on one of those rubber penis's with the intent of ramming it up the anus of the guy she was with. It was obvious that this was new to him. It got me to thinking about how scared and excited I would be if I ever was put into a situation like that. This rubber dick was huge and the girl said with authority to the guy that it would fit after he expressed fear of having that rubber dick shoved into his behind. That had me feeling up my erect penis again. I like to see women who know what they like and are willing to express themselves to get it. Oh, the ultimate power that women possess makes my penis get hard every time.

But, dare I say it, anus play just might feel good. I mean so good that it would want to make me want to masturbate and ejaculate spilling my seed. Heck, even if it hurt like hell having something that big rammed up my anus, which I expect it would, I think I would still want to stroke my penis. Heck yea, I like to masturbate. Sounds like a win win situation to me.

Having something rammed up one's behind does not mean that he's gay, does it? Not that there is anything wrong with that. I say whatever floats your boat is fine by me. At this stage of my life, women still are what I want to masturbate to. Yup, I think I need to fine some curves right now. Good idea. Thank you females of the world.

Friday, January 7, 2011

Abby Winters

Please understand that this is not a plug for Abby I only want to tell you that it is one incredible website. Incredible, if like me, you are a sucker with a hard dick who just adores the naked female form. I mean whats not to like? My penis is already plunging into my catch towel that I am sitting on covering the chair I am sitting on while making this entry.

I just had to stand up and readjust the position that my penis and ball sack are in. Mashed down as they were, it was getting uncomfortable. Now that they are free I am tempted to latch onto my penis and start to feel it up all over.

I started touching my ball sack and feeling the somewhat rough skin. Time to give my left testicle a touchy and freely. Grabbing and touching and squeezing my entire ball sack. My first knuckle of my left thumb below the nail is rubbing the underside of my penis while I am playing with my ball sack. Still have not starting the choking procedure. Still having to much fun with my balls.

While my thumb is having fun, the middle finger of my left hand is pushing ever so deep up under my balls into that void where you are able to stimulate your insides by touching. Side note: I truly wished that I could enjoy the sensation of a prostate stimulation. It does not seem to work for me.

Anyway, the tip of my finger starts to feel the underside of my penis root. When I side my finger down the root further and further, I believe that I am approaching areas that I rarely experience.

I am now taking my left thumb and placing it on the top of my penis root and am trying to enjoy the feelings that are arriving in my brain. Still no touching of my penis directly, but it won't be long.

I can no longer delay the pleasure. Oh boy that feels good. I know what goes good with that. Some naked females. Oh boy.